「おれらは音楽でデカいことやるんだ！」
かつて一緒にそう誓った、あいつ。
僕はそれまで、何もかも中途半端で
1つのことに熱中したことが無かったから
毎日あいつと一緒に曲を作って
過ごした日々は本当に楽しかった。
でも同時に、このままでいいのか？という不安も
僕の頭の中にはあった。
周り奴らも音楽を辞めて就職しはじめて、
彼女も仕事をしていたのに、
僕らの音楽はまったく売れなかった。
先の見えない毎日に、
しだいに僕は怖くなって、音楽を辞めた。
今でもたまに、あいつの活躍を見ると、
自分に正直な選択が出来たあいつの姿に、
羨ましく感じる。
We're going to do something big with music!" That's what he swore with me once.
I had never been halfway through anything and had never been passionate about a single thing, so I really enjoyed the days I spent with him writing songs every day.
But at the same time, there was a sense of uncertainty in my mind as to whether or not I could go on like this. But at the same time, there was a sense of uncertainty in my mind as to whether I could go on like this.
People around me were quitting music and starting jobs, and my girlfriend was working, but our music was not selling at all.
I gradually became afraid of the uncertain future and quit the music business.
Even now, when I see his success, I envy him because he was able to make a choice that was honest to himself.
I had never been halfway through anything and had never been passionate about a single thing, so I really enjoyed the days I spent with him writing songs every day.
But at the same time, there was a sense of uncertainty in my mind as to whether or not I could go on like this. But at the same time, there was a sense of uncertainty in my mind as to whether I could go on like this.
People around me were quitting music and starting jobs, and my girlfriend was working, but our music was not selling at all.
I gradually became afraid of the uncertain future and quit the music business.
Even now, when I see his success, I envy him because he was able to make a choice that was honest to himself.
